For some reason I went back out with my baby’s father I guess I really loved him things were great when we got back together but then something happened. It happened again on the twelfth of January this is what happened that day. I was checking myspace on the computer then I got a message from a girl asking if me and Trevor were still going out. I replied to her, “yes we are,” and asked her, “why did he ask you to ask me?” She said no I just wanted to know then I asked her what was going on she said that Trevor has been trying to get with her for a couple weeks, she also said if you don’t believe me I’ll send you everything they were sending back and forth to each other. I was said ok so she send me six pages I read up to two and a half pages I couldn’t read it anymore I was so mad at him and at my self for getting back together with him and after everything he did to me.
For some reason I can’t turn my back on him he has put a spell on me or something cause the more I try to get away the more he wins. Anyways I wrote to Trevor I said don’t ever fucking talk to me again, don’t call me, don’t e-mail me, don’t send letters, don’t even stop bye my grandma’s house—nothing. Don’t even talk to my family any more. So later that day I was getting ready to go and see my niece at the hospital and he called me. He asked why I wanted to leave him and what the fuck did he do. He said your not going any where. I said I have to go so don’t call me back ever. I went to my grandma’s house. First my mom took my grandma to the store so I stayed he showed up and he wanted to talk so we went outside to talk. He started yelling and screaming at me I told him don’t yell at me I am not a kid then he got real mad. He said you don’t fucking talk to me like that and I swear I will! I said what are you going to do? You are not going to do shit. Then he punched me. My arm hit the bars that are around the window. Then I fell back against the wall and my head hit the brick wall really hard. I got up and punched him in the nuts so he could feel the pain he’s put me through.
