Just wishing I could have completed what I had intended to do for my husband. Being alone all day and feeling rather highly sexual, I planned to do something “new” for my husband of twenty-two years. I decided to get the camcorder out and film myself doing something like stripping etc., I found that with the camera filming I became extremely aroused and forgot all about what I had planned for my husband. I completely lost myself like never before and did CRAZY sexual things I had never thought of to myself. But the whole thing was so embarrassing afterward that I didn’t even mention it to him or tell him anything. Guess I was too much into myself to care about his end? Embarrassed.
