RIP, Becky

By: Rebecca Brown (View Profile)

It was sweltering that June afternoon in 1987 as we stood in the dark orifices of Rupp Arena waiting to begin the much-ballyhooed ceremony that would pass us from childhood to adulthood: high school graduation. Our guest speaker was running late, and the oppressive Kentucky heat was causing my acetate maroon gown and my white graduation dress underneath to stick to my back.

I was Becky Toomey back then, so I stood in line with the other Ts, Us, and Vs from the senior class of Tates Creek High School. As we waited, I had a long overdue conversation with the Todd twins, two good-looking blonde boys that had been in my homeroom since the beginning of high school, but for some reason (probably related to some sort of icky high school caste system), I’d never had a conversation with either of them.

“If I run for President, will you vote for me?” asked one of the twins excitedly.

“Of course!” I answered with equal enthusiasm. And on that day, I meant it. I watched as he walked down the line from the Ts to the Zs to garner more support and high fives, smiling all the way.

It was just that kind of day, my high school graduation, full of excitement and anticipation for all of life’s mysteries to come. The sun was shining and my future was a blank slate. I was still young enough to believe that I actually could be the Editor-in-Chief of French Vogue, that typing class would pay off (it did), that the asymmetrical bob would always be chic, that a woman might someday be President, that all of my family and friends would live as long as I did, and that there was only one true love for me and we would find each other before I turned twenty-five. Ah, the arrogance of youth …

I tried to remember as much as I could about everything happening around me that day so I could recount it on some auspicious occasion, like, say, my twentieth high school reunion. I even thought briefly about what my life would look like as a thirty-seven year old: I’d be married (of course!), have three kids, a dog, a house, and a fabulous writing career that I would balance with my fairytale family and my smokin’ hot sex life with my Jake Ryan look alike of a husband. (Gimme a break, it was 1987, I liked Sixteen Candles, okay?)

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posted: 06.06.2008
Emma Payton
Ballyhooed?
posted: 05.29.2008
Jacinta O’Halloran
I've also got a Becky Toomey in my past, though unfortunately I can't kill her off because she didn't change names (see your Becky is already smarter than mine!). My Becky had neon laces, bad hair, pimples on her forehead, and big insecurities. She haunts me occasionally but I know she's an integral part of the grown up me--just like you needed to be Becky first before you could blossom into beautiful powerful Rebecca. Go Rebecca! This article should be required reading before attending High School Reunions.
posted: 09.05.2007
Dayna Shaw
I met Becky. I liked Becky. But I knew her many moons ago. And then she reappeared on the West Coast and had transformed into Rebecca -- the woman who takes chances, flies without a safety net and makes me laugh until I cry and helps me turn my tears into laughter somehow. Go on with your bad self, Rebecca! Oh yeah -- your real husband, George Clooney, happens to have a picture on IMDB. So take that, Jake Ryan!
posted: 08.31.2007
Amanda Coggin
Ditto on what Brie said. I used to have rings on my fingers and bells on my shoes.
posted: 08.30.2007
Brie Cadman
I have to admit that I liked high school too. I was going to Grateful Dead shows, getting caught drunk at high school dances, and forming friendships that I still have today. Even though there are those people from high school we'd rather not remember (mainly our high schools selves) luckily, we usually get better with age.
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