Racism: How Politics Can Bring Out Our True Colors

By: JD Smith (View Profile)

I am a liberal who lives in a conservative community. Don’t ask. I’m here for the beach, not the people. Right now, our neighborhood is less sand and more of a sea of McCain/Palin yard signs.

Our home is barren of political banners not for fear of standing out but due to a lack of willingness to invest time in decorating anything. We don’t decorate for Halloween, Chanukah, or Christmas, why should we decorate for election season?

A neighbor I had already pegged as a racist from generalizations he has made about various ethnicities in passing, stopped me on my walk to inquire about our lack of patriotic décor and the conversation went something like this:

Racist neighbor: Did you forget to put up the Mccain/Palin sign that was left for you?

ME: No.

RN:: What are you, a nigger lover?

Until now, I had been walking while he was talking. Now I am stopped. I take a breath and ask my higher self for guidance in how to answer this assault. This is my first time outside in over a week, as I’m recovering from pneumonia. I am short on patience but want to deal with this effectively. So I turn to him and say …

ME: Define Nigger.

RN: You know what a nigger is. A blacky. That Muslim lovin’ Osama Obama.\

Me: You mean Senator Barack Obama, who is half white and half black?

RN: His skin is black.

ME. Did you know that I am also ethnically mixed with black and white?

RN: No way! Really? I knew you weren’t white but I thought maybe you were just Mexican, Greek, or Armenian. I didn’t think you had black in ya.

ME. Yup, I do.

RN: But you don’t look it so it don’t matter.

Me: What if I feel it?

RN: What? That don’t make no sense. Anyway, how come your kid looks so white?

(My daughter looks nothing like me in coloring. People have gone so far as to ask if she is my biological child.)

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posted: 12.15.2008
Dana
I hope you told him that not only do you own your house, but that you have options on several other homes in the neighborhood and that you are inviting all your friends to move in...
posted: 12.12.2008
JD Smith
Thanks to everyone for their support on this. I thought you might find it of interest that when coming home late last night that neighbor was outside smoking a cigarette and approached me with just one question: "Do you rent or own?"
posted: 12.12.2008
Dana
ARGH! This really makes my blood boil! I've been accused much the same way - that the only reason I may have been an Obama supporter was if I am a "nigger lover". I thought words like that were a thing of the past, but they are not. I thought they were a part of a redneck, backwoods south, (since I live in the south) but apparently not. And how can you respond to such? a small part of my brain wanted to smack the face of the person who said it. But that would bring me down to a level I will not descend to. I know the first time it happened I was so astonished my mouth fell open. I hate that I retreated into a refusal to discuss politics in that group after that. It made me feel ashamed of myself that I kept my mouth shut.
posted: 12.04.2008
Rge
Although I am very conservative, this story is very sad. I have a hard time believing that anyone would have the nerve to say "nigger lover." If so, that is very, very sad.
posted: 10.29.2008
*tooth fairy*
i too am here for the beach and beautiful weather; it is too bad the people that live here ,have me in a toss up almost on a daily basis if i should stay... also i must say i hate the assumptions people give for voting for one candidate or the other. it is astounding to know that we still have people who cannot see beyond sex or color...
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